Thursday, February 09, 2012

Not going into details but

in order to continue to keep an accurate history of my family for my kids, Zac moved out a couple of days ago. It was his choice to do so. Benjamin will continue to come here on the weekends while Andie is at work.

I think my son is now officially homeless. That is a hard reality to accept --- especially when it was not necessary.

It breaks my heart, but he is fighting battles within himself that he was unwilling or unable to accept or seek help for. To sit and watch someone you love destroy themselves is gut wrenching.

Sometimes, motherhood is just plain hard. I truly feel we have done all we can. We continue to pray for Zac - - That God will protect him from his own stupidity and he will get his life in order, and be the man God intended for him to be. I love that kid of mine and want the best for him. I just don't think living in his car is it.